loose leaves.
"we're all too busy working, entertaining ourselves. 40 hours, television and prescription pills. well i take two a day, to make my brain behave. it never does, but who's to say, at least my doctor gets paid.
so that's fine, you'll come by. we'll take the afternoon off. we can kiss and undress and if you want just talk. cause i have nothing real, just empty spaces to fill and youre my girl, i like your style, just imagine all the time we could kill."
i'm happy. or i thought i was. but now it feels like when everything's going great, i'm getting sucked into a life i'd left behind. a part of me wants to go back. but the other part of me knows it's no good.
she makes me happy. and i love this life i'm living. but little by little i'm getting sucked back into being depressed, and pretending there's glamour in filling up your nose. but i know there's not.
and i won't be sucked back into one year ago. because it seemed fun, but the scars last. i won't be depressed all the time. i won't lose myself. or will i.
so that's fine, you'll come by. we'll take the afternoon off. we can kiss and undress and if you want just talk. cause i have nothing real, just empty spaces to fill and youre my girl, i like your style, just imagine all the time we could kill."
i'm happy. or i thought i was. but now it feels like when everything's going great, i'm getting sucked into a life i'd left behind. a part of me wants to go back. but the other part of me knows it's no good.
she makes me happy. and i love this life i'm living. but little by little i'm getting sucked back into being depressed, and pretending there's glamour in filling up your nose. but i know there's not.
and i won't be sucked back into one year ago. because it seemed fun, but the scars last. i won't be depressed all the time. i won't lose myself. or will i.