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Nov 28, 2004 00:33

"well it's love.. make it hurt" .. you certainly did make it hurt... I guess I'm too young to ever understand why... why now?..why out of no where? I'm so afraid I will lose you forever. I don't know why you did it. I can't understand. You shattered my heart into a million pieces that cannot be put back together. I did not grow dependent on you. You were just my best friend. You were someone I was very much in love and still am. How do you expect to let you go? Why are you letting us go? What did I too wrong? I know I'm young. I know I can act it. I didn't mean some of the things I said tonight.. I was just afraid cause you brought that question up out of no where. I panicked. If I hadn't said some of those things.. would have broken up with me? Why didn't you just let us be broken up with tuesday night? Why did you lead me to believe we were ok? Why do you always do that? Why can't we just be us? Why were you unhappy? What did I do wrong? Will I lose you forever? Will you loose me forever? Will you wait? All these unanswered questions and I have a million more. We're threw. We're over. We're done with. Our lives our going in opposite directions. but WHY?? What happened??? "Why did you leave me for christimas? You left me lonely, it's true. Could you have waited till new year's? at least the year would be threw. And now the mistletoe's hanging... for no reason at all." "I'll have a blue christmas without you" you always did have bad timing...... you left me alone for the holidays. Who is gonna take me under the mistletoe now? Do you even care? Of course you don't. Someone please scrape me off the ground... someone please save me from myself. I'm so afraid. I'm shaking and crying with fear and hurt. I'm scared of myself. I lost my best friend......................................................................... now what? For the ex-girlfriends who wanted him. You can have him... enjoy.... Kill me.. kill me quick so I won't feel it. Take away the pain... Thank you cocaine!
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