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Well, I have had some insight in the past few days. I freaked out and thought about things a lil bit more clearly. I am no longer going to complain about life anymore. Why complain about life when death could be so much worse? I fear dying. I fear everyone i know and have come to love dying. Just think... for all we know after our time here on earth, that could be it. There might not be anything else. So i am no longer complaining about my life and how screwed up it is. I know people who are far worse off than i am.
I am going to focus only on life as it is now. The present and i am going to hope for a better future. I am also focusing more and more on being wiccan. I feel more comfortable with wicca than i would any other religion. I have tried others and it just doesnt work for me. So that is what i have decided. Hopefully me and Mom (Kat) are going to get together for the summer equinox and perform our own ritual. That would be fun. I miss her so very much. More than i could say. Anyway going to go now.
Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Ya!
I am going to focus only on life as it is now. The present and i am going to hope for a better future. I am also focusing more and more on being wiccan. I feel more comfortable with wicca than i would any other religion. I have tried others and it just doesnt work for me. So that is what i have decided. Hopefully me and Mom (Kat) are going to get together for the summer equinox and perform our own ritual. That would be fun. I miss her so very much. More than i could say. Anyway going to go now.
Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Ya!