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holy jeez its been so long since i updated. big updates.. I broke up with Brian. Its a short story but I really wanted to be alone/got angry with him/expected the worst/ gave up.... but we hung out on his birthday weekend and ended up spending 3 days together last week. Its been so nice and I told him I just want to take it slow. Its weird how much of a help it is to take a break. I feel it was for the best.
My new apartment is amazing to say the least. I am so happy here. I think most of the reason I didnt think it was going to work with Brian was the feeling I had being in Sacramento and not feeling at "home" in SF at my old place. But thats changed. I dont think Ill be in Sac unless I am visiting Sarah or Lenka+ Tony and their beautiful girls. Its just not a place I want to be anymore and Brian and I are so much happier when we are here. Ive never slept as good as I do when I am asleep in his arms! As you can tell.. its 3am and I have been tossing and turning since midnight. Sucks because I have work at 8am. fuck I hate insomnia.
I got a kitten.. yah. i dno why. i really dislike cats but I have met a few I like and I am going to try to train her to my liking ha. She is very cute and hillarious to watch. William and her have started to get along which is nice. I am relieved about that - Her and Terror are besties. Siouxsie falls asleep on her cage or even IN her cage sometimes haha.
School is good. I love copywriting. I am 100% sure this is what I want to do for my career.
I found the dress I am wearing to Nikki's wedding -
Brian is still going with me and we are going to pick out his shirt/tie this week. Eeeep. Its my first wedding! I am excited.
I got an awesome hair cut. Its a little short but I am so happy with it. Hmm... My mind is blanking on what else has happened but Ive made some awesome purchases lately. I will post some later when I have the energy. until then... watching animal planet until i pass out (hopefully)
My new apartment is amazing to say the least. I am so happy here. I think most of the reason I didnt think it was going to work with Brian was the feeling I had being in Sacramento and not feeling at "home" in SF at my old place. But thats changed. I dont think Ill be in Sac unless I am visiting Sarah or Lenka+ Tony and their beautiful girls. Its just not a place I want to be anymore and Brian and I are so much happier when we are here. Ive never slept as good as I do when I am asleep in his arms! As you can tell.. its 3am and I have been tossing and turning since midnight. Sucks because I have work at 8am. fuck I hate insomnia.
I got a kitten.. yah. i dno why. i really dislike cats but I have met a few I like and I am going to try to train her to my liking ha. She is very cute and hillarious to watch. William and her have started to get along which is nice. I am relieved about that - Her and Terror are besties. Siouxsie falls asleep on her cage or even IN her cage sometimes haha.
School is good. I love copywriting. I am 100% sure this is what I want to do for my career.
I found the dress I am wearing to Nikki's wedding -
Brian is still going with me and we are going to pick out his shirt/tie this week. Eeeep. Its my first wedding! I am excited.
I got an awesome hair cut. Its a little short but I am so happy with it. Hmm... My mind is blanking on what else has happened but Ive made some awesome purchases lately. I will post some later when I have the energy. until then... watching animal planet until i pass out (hopefully)