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[leftovercrizack]

erin's asleep behind me. and the harry potter book made me severely depressed and i'm on the verge of tears again. that's cuz i'm rereading a part of it though. i really bring this kind of stuff upon myself. a book makes me cry, i hide it for a couple hours, then when the shock and hurt slightly goes away, i reread parts that made me cry the most. what is it that's so destructive about me? it's slightly funny, but kinda not.

i'm kinda stupid, eh. happy belated birthday to kamilah, because i love her and i was a jerk and forgot it. <33333333