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Yeah, so i'm sitting here...listening to some pretty bad emo (namely straylight run) while i wait for this morrissey song to download on kazaa...and i feel so...reflective and sad. The past few days ahvn't been the most joyful or exciting, and i feel like i'm becoming a little tOO lazy..even for summer holidays. I guess i really need to get a job...but there is actually nowhere that i see myself getting a job, let alone enoying having it. It seems everyone been handing out pristine cvs for months into nearly all the regular shops and nowhere seems to ave any placements left. I mean, heres me with NO cv (perhaps paying attention in one of those damn pshe lessons and 'connexions' assemblies could have helped grrrrr)half way into the holidays...not exactly looking the groomed-to- perfection (more slutted up) part for working in some crap mole place like topshop which is the type of place that sems to have these placements. it's not looking very hopeful, all in all. I would really rather not become a slave to the wage just yet anyway. Anyway...i'm looking forward to Amsterdam on monday. Although, whenever i look forward to somthing it usually does not meet my high expectations *siiiigh* but it shold be a refreshing change from the english monotony. Hopefully.