"we dont know where to land"

Oct 17, 2005 10:29

Just to warn this is a complaint entry--

So this is probably the worst day of my cold since aquiring it on Friday morning. Im not sure of my current status here and it worries me alot. Im scared of failure. I know I'm doing alot better in math this year than last year, Art History is the class that worries me the most. I know I did horrible on my first test in that class. I am just sooo scared that I am not going to succeed. And I want to more than anything. I want to have it all someday.

Also, Im sick of my dorm. for one reason. This reason is always here. ALWAYS. It puts me in a shitty mood towards everyone and everything.

I feel like im going to explode. I feel like I may be letting people down.

Im just really sad inside. Im really scared, and nervous. And sick.

Im so fucking sad and depressed.
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