My wisdom teeth have been giving me grief...
so, this wisdom tooth is being a bitch and I think it's made me ill.
I had a rotten day of nothing and then felt like crying for like, 3 hours. then broke down on my mum. I don't know why.
I feel really alone at the moment. in lampeter I'm constantly five minutes away from paul or Raif. hell, I look for privacy..
been home a few days and I've seen... Coat... and like, Ginger for five minutes.
and ive been in the house. alone. doing nothing. for like, four odd days whilst my folks were in work.
I so don't know how to do this til september. seriously.
Also, can someone remind me when I started to hate everyone? I go on facebook and all I think is "I don't like you or you or you or you or... who the fuck are you?"
and all I do these days is start fights on the internet. I mean seriously, childish much? what am I 15? when did I get so sodding hostile?
I'm just so bored and avoiding this recording process. not sure why. I think I'm scared it won't be what I want it to be. not like it'll matter, I won't be able to do anything with it anyway.
giving up before I even start! high five! ergh
I had a rotten day of nothing and then felt like crying for like, 3 hours. then broke down on my mum. I don't know why.
I feel really alone at the moment. in lampeter I'm constantly five minutes away from paul or Raif. hell, I look for privacy..
been home a few days and I've seen... Coat... and like, Ginger for five minutes.
and ive been in the house. alone. doing nothing. for like, four odd days whilst my folks were in work.
I so don't know how to do this til september. seriously.
Also, can someone remind me when I started to hate everyone? I go on facebook and all I think is "I don't like you or you or you or you or... who the fuck are you?"
and all I do these days is start fights on the internet. I mean seriously, childish much? what am I 15? when did I get so sodding hostile?
I'm just so bored and avoiding this recording process. not sure why. I think I'm scared it won't be what I want it to be. not like it'll matter, I won't be able to do anything with it anyway.
giving up before I even start! high five! ergh