Now we're dancing on the edge of a knife
Wow, i realized it's been exactly one month since my last update so i decided to write.
Things are good. Lately i've had sooo much on my mind, i feel stressed it shows on my face the marks are there. But i love it cuz when im with my friends everything is better. A friend told me today "Friends are lost family that god wanted you to meet" Oh, how this is soooo true. I'm not one to be religous but i so agree with that. Because if i didnt have my friends I would have killed myself already.
I'm really enjoying my summer and i dont want it to end. Im actually scared for it to end. Scared and sad actually i dont want it to end cuz monica is leaving ::::tears:::: And the thought of crystal not returning home makes my stomach turn! :::::sobs::::: I feel like everyone i love and care about is leaving me!!! NO!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!! I really do hope she comes back.... :(
I'm still looking for a goddamn job. Fucking el paso. god how i love/hate this place! I'm desperatley seeking employment as everyone else is as well.
Just a note i hate assholes, who are dramatic, who blow things out of proportion, who are immature, who talk shit, who are hypocrites....and it goes on. go to hell i haaate u!!!! i tried but im tired i give up. i'm not sorry. i did NOTHING wrong!!!!!!!!! i just feel bad that shit had to happen the way it did.
Freaky V i love you and i want u to know that if u need anything at all just call me n im there for u babe, i know shit is rough but i admire how u just roll w/ the punches and continue on ur way it takes a lot to do that! Love you lots -muah- u airhead friend of mine.....
Samma Banana i wuv u and i thank u for everything u do for me. i wuv spending time w/ u n just talking to u, i enjoy our random conversations, theyre grrreat. good luck w/ ur complicated boy (diva).
Jax, i love u, i love u, i love u.......etc....to infinty. Thanx for putting up with me. I look forward to this week/weekend it'll be fun and u r NOT allowed to be tired! I mean it! wake up!!!! It'll be fun promise.
Corrine, i love you and i miss u w/ all my corazon, it makes it hurt. :(
One thing before i leave u.....there's a show on the 17th at the horr...GO....it'll be grreat the Kirby are playing they're from Austin I really, really, really enjoy them...it's free and SOMA! is playing so that is all the more reason to go! So GO!
Til next time
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P.S.
I never realized how absurdly funny Night At The Roxbury is. Watch it and you will have a good laugh. I love it! It's sooo stupid. Oh another good movie to watch is Wicker Park, but pay close attention. OOO it's such a sensational film, it leaves u in awww.
Things are good. Lately i've had sooo much on my mind, i feel stressed it shows on my face the marks are there. But i love it cuz when im with my friends everything is better. A friend told me today "Friends are lost family that god wanted you to meet" Oh, how this is soooo true. I'm not one to be religous but i so agree with that. Because if i didnt have my friends I would have killed myself already.
I'm really enjoying my summer and i dont want it to end. Im actually scared for it to end. Scared and sad actually i dont want it to end cuz monica is leaving ::::tears:::: And the thought of crystal not returning home makes my stomach turn! :::::sobs::::: I feel like everyone i love and care about is leaving me!!! NO!!! I CAN'T TAKE IT!!!! I really do hope she comes back.... :(
I'm still looking for a goddamn job. Fucking el paso. god how i love/hate this place! I'm desperatley seeking employment as everyone else is as well.
Just a note i hate assholes, who are dramatic, who blow things out of proportion, who are immature, who talk shit, who are hypocrites....and it goes on. go to hell i haaate u!!!! i tried but im tired i give up. i'm not sorry. i did NOTHING wrong!!!!!!!!! i just feel bad that shit had to happen the way it did.
Freaky V i love you and i want u to know that if u need anything at all just call me n im there for u babe, i know shit is rough but i admire how u just roll w/ the punches and continue on ur way it takes a lot to do that! Love you lots -muah- u airhead friend of mine.....
Samma Banana i wuv u and i thank u for everything u do for me. i wuv spending time w/ u n just talking to u, i enjoy our random conversations, theyre grrreat. good luck w/ ur complicated boy (diva).
Jax, i love u, i love u, i love u.......etc....to infinty. Thanx for putting up with me. I look forward to this week/weekend it'll be fun and u r NOT allowed to be tired! I mean it! wake up!!!! It'll be fun promise.
Corrine, i love you and i miss u w/ all my corazon, it makes it hurt. :(
One thing before i leave u.....there's a show on the 17th at the horr...GO....it'll be grreat the Kirby are playing they're from Austin I really, really, really enjoy them...it's free and SOMA! is playing so that is all the more reason to go! So GO!
Til next time
<<<<<>>>>>>
P.S.
I never realized how absurdly funny Night At The Roxbury is. Watch it and you will have a good laugh. I love it! It's sooo stupid. Oh another good movie to watch is Wicker Park, but pay close attention. OOO it's such a sensational film, it leaves u in awww.