Life Is Bliss..... Nothing More To Say
Im happy, just happy.... smile on my face
Life isnt perfect but its pleasant
So much has hapened, i dont know where to start
Okay well i have come to a point where i say fuck the bullshit and drama and dont dwell on shit so much, if someone doesnt like you fuck them! Which is good cause it makes my life so much damn easier.
Another pivital moment: i was in a car accident the night before halloween it made me realize that seatbelts save your life and life is too short to not enjoy. So fuck everything and just live it up. So thats exactly what i did i went out after the accident because i wasnt gonna let that ruin my day.
I finally kissed the love of my life and you know what... it wasnt what or how i expected it to be. It made me realize i dont really want to be with him, but i still care about him very much.
Dance has actually never been better, i actually can say im now happy going there and its not a chore anymore.
Another reason why im so happy is that im at a point where i actually want to be serious with a boy and thats like never happened to me before. But hes different. With him im simply myself. With him im not afraid to actually tell him whats on my mind, besides him. With him time is not an issue, the other night i stayed up til 3am n i didnt even notice, it was crazy. He makes me smile.
However, there has to be downfall to all of this...... its my love Crystal. Hun, I love you with all my corazon and i miss you soo much. I wish I had all the time in the world so i could spend some with you. I feel like you are going through a lot right now and im not being there for you. And believe me i do want to hang out. Friday made me realize how much i really miss you, and to be honest i went home and thought bout how much fun we had and i got a little teary eyed because so much has changed much more than i wanted to. But i think thats out of our hands. I miss you, eeewww im crying right now if u could only see me. Im such a sucker.....
Thats all
Bye...
Angela
:::crying:::