Jul 06, 2005 13:33
Wow I haven't updated in a while.
Last week was my first week as a headcashier and I hate it. Everyone is quitting, we don't have enough people and I don't go for training for another week. I've never gotten anxiety from going to work, but I have it right now. I know I'm going to go in, and I know its going to be shitty, and I know there isn't going to be anything I can do about it. Why the fuck did I say I'd come in today? Kim told me that I do things because I like the people I work with, not because of the company. Its the truth. But who can honestly say that they work hard because they want the company to be successful? That's what I thought.
Last night was my birthday. I had so much fun. I didn't realize how drunk I was until I had to get up and walk to the bathroom. All the people who I wanted to come were there. Perfect 21st.
That's all I can think of. I really don't feel like typing. Or talking. Or doing anything.
Find yourself
Cause I can't find you
Be youself
Who are you?