things turn around for the best....
the first part of this month was kinda wacky, not to mention that my husband lost his job (it was bound to happen sooner or later)...i normally thought this would be a bad thing and decide to let it go, considering that there are changes needed to be made in our lives anyway (i'm still praying to be let go at work). but right now things came out for the best. my hubby was temping at another job and luckily he's able to bounce back and get something. that i am really grateful for. i hope it's my turn next; i'm really tired of complaining on fb and on here about how sucky my job is. i mean yeah it really is and i'm pretty sure you guys are really tired of it. i just complain so much only because i honestly cannot afford to lose my job (unless i get fired and get unemployment) by quitting, considering that i have a family to take care of. it seriously just doesn't help when your own boss is manipulative. and while she doesn't believe in karma, i do.
and it's funny, people who've worked with my boss have said that this money problem comes back time and time again. i'm not surprised considering how much she's trying so hard to control things on her own and the people who work for her. i commend my co-worker who decided to stop that pattern and leave the place. it's just sad how my boss is treating my friend, saying that if she had to write up a job recommendation, she'll make it sound really bad so she can't get a job. i don't know i think there's a huge screw loose in the head. it went from "please don't leave; stay in the uncomfortable longer..." to "if you leave, i'm gonna do this to you" - type of thing. it's fucked up i tell you. i mean just as my friend said, "i lived in the uncomfortable for over 4 months. i'm not gonnd live in it any longer." same here, yet i feel stuck. but after some sessions from my other friend, i'm beginning to think changes are coming. seriously, i feel it in my bones...and i'm really wanting the good stuff to come to me.
on another note, i had a dream a few days back about being in the hospital, only to find that very slowly, people were starting to turn into zombies. i ran to the bathroom to take a leak (cuz damn i did have to go) only to have one of them stop in front of the stall and was ready to pound the door down. i don't remember if i went, but i do remember kicking the door hella hard to knock back the zombie, enabling me to run away. i got away from most of the zombies in the hospital no problem and ran out of the facilities as fast i can. just going out of the perimeter of the hospital, i realized that no one was turning into a zombie; in fact, it was only in the hospital that this was occuring. the funny thing was, i posted a mini-version of this on my fb status. two people commented me; my cousin says that i watched too much zombie movies (and maybe play too much zombie-type of video games), while my co-worker (but from another location) told me it's some what of a metaphor of what's occurring at work. i.e. hospital = massage school. yeah, it made sense, considering that most people there feel like zombies after working there for so long. and me running away was literally me running away from the place. it's still vivid in my head...
well just wanted to give that update...tt4n :3
and it's funny, people who've worked with my boss have said that this money problem comes back time and time again. i'm not surprised considering how much she's trying so hard to control things on her own and the people who work for her. i commend my co-worker who decided to stop that pattern and leave the place. it's just sad how my boss is treating my friend, saying that if she had to write up a job recommendation, she'll make it sound really bad so she can't get a job. i don't know i think there's a huge screw loose in the head. it went from "please don't leave; stay in the uncomfortable longer..." to "if you leave, i'm gonna do this to you" - type of thing. it's fucked up i tell you. i mean just as my friend said, "i lived in the uncomfortable for over 4 months. i'm not gonnd live in it any longer." same here, yet i feel stuck. but after some sessions from my other friend, i'm beginning to think changes are coming. seriously, i feel it in my bones...and i'm really wanting the good stuff to come to me.
on another note, i had a dream a few days back about being in the hospital, only to find that very slowly, people were starting to turn into zombies. i ran to the bathroom to take a leak (cuz damn i did have to go) only to have one of them stop in front of the stall and was ready to pound the door down. i don't remember if i went, but i do remember kicking the door hella hard to knock back the zombie, enabling me to run away. i got away from most of the zombies in the hospital no problem and ran out of the facilities as fast i can. just going out of the perimeter of the hospital, i realized that no one was turning into a zombie; in fact, it was only in the hospital that this was occuring. the funny thing was, i posted a mini-version of this on my fb status. two people commented me; my cousin says that i watched too much zombie movies (and maybe play too much zombie-type of video games), while my co-worker (but from another location) told me it's some what of a metaphor of what's occurring at work. i.e. hospital = massage school. yeah, it made sense, considering that most people there feel like zombies after working there for so long. and me running away was literally me running away from the place. it's still vivid in my head...
well just wanted to give that update...tt4n :3