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[leftcoastkid]

We both thought we knew
What we were getting into
Just two people
Looking for some fun

No, this wasn’t new
To either of us
We both liked to
Consider ourselves pros

Then the nights took over
Our lives
And only the waking sun
Made us say good bye

Your face grew so comfortable
To my eyes
And your touch
Warmed my skin to the bone

I started to wonder
If I’d felt this way
And when you smile
Started to grow wider
I knew I was in trouble
And there was no way back anymore

But like we said
It was all in good fun
And fun times
Go by too fast

Now you make that face
For some other guy
And I couldn’t help but think
It’s all because of something I hadn’t done

I should have considered
Trying to make us real
But I didn’t see anything wrong
With where we were

I hate to admit it
But you’re something I’ll miss
We had some good times
And I think we could have had more
But you weren’t worried about me
No I’m just another boy

I’ll sit inside my room
Locked inside my head
See this is me
Forgetting all about you
I only wish I could
Wash you off these filthy hands

Now I’m back to
Wasting away my days
It’s just me and my pen
But we’re getting pretty far

So don’t you all
Worry none about me
I’m as ok
As I ever was before

Ya you still cross my mind
From time to time
But isn’t that expected?
Though I don’t expect that I cross yours

I’ll admit it
You’re something I will miss
We had some good times
And I think we could have had more
But you weren’t worried about me
Because I’m just another boy

But I finally think
I got you out of my system
Ya honey you’re gone
But not forgotten
And your stains are just
Another battle scar on these hands