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i miss my family. my moms across the country and my dad is just busy all the time. its weird being on your own...i feel my friends are my family now.
i've kind of been trying to do a lot of soul searching. trying to figure out what i want out of life. i dont know if im going to make it to chicago. which is nobodys fault but mine because i wasted the last 6 months doing every drug imaginable and not giving a shit about anything. now that i have it somewhat together i dont have enough time anymore and that sucks.
im so dependent on other people and im ready for that to end.
i've kind of been trying to do a lot of soul searching. trying to figure out what i want out of life. i dont know if im going to make it to chicago. which is nobodys fault but mine because i wasted the last 6 months doing every drug imaginable and not giving a shit about anything. now that i have it somewhat together i dont have enough time anymore and that sucks.
im so dependent on other people and im ready for that to end.