okaaay.
okay so. i'm in a better mood than i have been, lately. which is REALLY surprising since i went through my definition of hell last night. by hell i mean pants shopping. i fucking hate it. but. i had a really nice night yesterday.
i bought one pair of pants yesterday. they're black from garage. two shirts, one black from old navy and the other bright pink from thrifys. they're alright. and two bras. i love new bras. and then a pair of black circas with one of those velcro straps at the top. i love them.
okay so now, because of my good mood. i decided i'm going to do a couple thank you's. some of these people will read this. some wont. to those who do. i know, cheesy. and i'm only doing a couple people. so for the people who read this and aren't in here. i still looooove yooooou.
Vanessa: you're my absolute favorite. i love you so freaking much. it's been 13 years of being best friends. that's a looong time. and i wouldn't trade it for anything. we've NEVER fought. other than the little ones when we were tiny. and even then, we'd only be mad at each other for a couple of minutes, then go back to playing around like nothing had happened. i REALLY wish we could see each other more, but i suppose since we don't, when we do get together, it's more special. i suppose? anyways. just thank you so much for sticking with me all of these years. LOVE YOU.
Julie: i'm really glad we met. i don't even remember how we met, but i'm glad we did. probably through websites? ahh websites. they work wonders. thanks for the good times. rollerblading. the mall. the emo photoshoot haha. AL. just everything. thanks for being so easy to talk to, i feel like i can really trust you, and when i say things, you'll sort of understand most of it. just thanks. i'll see you in about an hour or so. :)
Ryan: i love you pal. everytime i see you, the hugs you give just brighten up even my worst moods. i've been able to talk to you about so many things that i never thought i'd be able to tell people. you've helped me through so much. you're a great friend. i'm really, really sad we didn't see much of each other this summer. i hope you're doing well. love you.
Chris: okay so. i know we barely hang out. and that most of the year we didn't talk. but i'm REALLY glad that's over. i enjoy being around you so much. take last night for instance. just sitting around on the swings talking made me SO happy. you're an amazing person. thanks for being here.<3
that's all for now.