fuck you.
you know, i'm really beginning to question my friendship with you. when it's just us two, you're wonderful, i really enjoy your complany. but the minute someone else steps into the situation, all you do is make fun of me. DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL?!?! you make me feel like shit. like dirt. like i'm absolutely worthless. everytime i'm with you, and someone else is around, i go home crying. yes. you make me fucking cry. at times like these, i really fucking hate you. sometimes i wish i could treat you like you treat me around others. but i wouldn't do that. because i know how much it hurts. i wish i could tell you how i feel, but i don't want to break down in tears. but i've gotten to the point where i'm going to do it soon, anyways. i'm fucking SICK of a friendship that's only good when i'm the only other person there. i'm fucking SICK of you making me feel so small. i don't give a shit if you do it out of your own personal insecurities, or whatever your reasoning may be. STOP IT. because seriously, if you don't, i don't think our so-called "friendship" is going to last much longer. i'm tired of you hurting me. fuck this.