transitions
finals.
i have started seeing a very nice short italian boy who plays guitar and likes to cook.
he makes me nervous and floaty, which is a good distraction from all the college shit that constantly pours in and out of my day.
some of my best friends are letting me down
and the good ones are sticking around, so its ok.
seattle is beautiful.
i am so concerned for the future.
since new years my outlook has changed entirely.
i feel like a new person.
i am starting to let things go, not even worry about them in the first place.
i am trying to be honest with everyone, nice to everyone, and happy with everything even when it would be easier to bitch constantly as per usual.
i'm eating better, excersizing more, taking the extra step to make my life beautiful.
i just really want to get into college and start my life.
winter formal is in two days
tomorrow after i fail my english and french finals i will be getting pho with chelsea, then at jessies to do formal stuff and then at sams to meet his dad and eat dinner.
the next day i will put on a beautiful dress, take friendly pictures with andrew, dance like crazy with my friends and fall asleep in tayler paskals beautiful living room.
everything is changing
sometimes it feels like it changes with the weather.