Well this is a little fucked up...
It's really crazy just going back and looking at the past almost 3 years of my life via livejournal. I've gone through a lot of crazy shit, and even though i havn't updated mine in forever, it looks like people will just keep putting up their lives to see. It's amazing the types of people i was around 2 years ago, and even just the type of person i was. I guess people come and go...but sometimes i wish i had those people back. There's a lot of people i know, in which where things were definetly left unsaid. Now I sit back and wonder to myself, was everything better left unsaid. Or were my insecurities getting the best of me at that time, and wern't letting me say what I needed to. I guess i say this because i've always been one of those no regret types of people. But if i really look back...actually i think if everybody looks back, you can't help but notice a few instinces that maybe I would change. Not stupid shit like my ass getting arrested, I think that one was inevitable, but personalitys, friends, and decisions for myself. Today I just can't stop thinking. Am I at my best right now? What should i have changed and what should I havn't? Whats next?
They say this is where life really starts. And yes maybe at this point this is where we begin to make the more pivital decisions that will shape and mold the rest of our lives. But i hardly think that the experiences i've had in the past few years havn't been relevant to the things i do now.
They say this is where life really starts. And yes maybe at this point this is where we begin to make the more pivital decisions that will shape and mold the rest of our lives. But i hardly think that the experiences i've had in the past few years havn't been relevant to the things i do now.