ny weekend
530am talking:
this weekend was kinda crazy.
first of all. tim and eric live. no need to go into detail on that one
and then my classmate od'ed on heroin and died.
seeing as how theres a group of people who all know each other in my grade, i knew who she was. i wasnt close with her because well she was a druggie. she was very VERY close with a lot of my friends and its realy really rough watching them go through this. When i told my momabout the situation she basicaly asked why i hadnt "spoken my mind about it to her" why i didnt shake her shoulders and make her stop. I had quite a few deep conversations with her and its just so unbelievable. she was a staple to sva. everyone knew her, she looked like avril lavigne with dread locks. i saw her just hours before she overdosed. AND i had a fucking dream about her last week! revolving around her! and i was so confused as to why i would dream about her, but i remember in my dream she was different. she was clean and it was SO BIZARRE
i found out via a very drunk antonio at jenas apt. later on friday.
the friendship antonio and i have is also very bizarre. two nights in a row, up until 5am. i dont have an explanation for that.
i got to be drenched in chocolate sauce (which makes a mean blood substitute for black and white film) for hours today while acting as a mutilated body for lisas film. SO UNCOFORTABLE. so beyond sticky and freeeezzzinnngggggg. i was quiished in that bathtub covered in that shit for over an hour
tonight i was supposed to go to a party with cheerleader nikki. i was going to meet her there and just bring y roommates and ended up bringing 30+ of the craziest kids at sva. i wish i could explain the nonsense. the trop to brooklyn and back was beyond insane. at times i literally though everyonede-evolved into wild monkies (altered states styel?)
it is MUCH TOO LATE. and i am far too exhausted to write this properly. seeing as how i got 4 hrs of sleep last night.
this weekend was kinda crazy.
first of all. tim and eric live. no need to go into detail on that one
and then my classmate od'ed on heroin and died.
seeing as how theres a group of people who all know each other in my grade, i knew who she was. i wasnt close with her because well she was a druggie. she was very VERY close with a lot of my friends and its realy really rough watching them go through this. When i told my momabout the situation she basicaly asked why i hadnt "spoken my mind about it to her" why i didnt shake her shoulders and make her stop. I had quite a few deep conversations with her and its just so unbelievable. she was a staple to sva. everyone knew her, she looked like avril lavigne with dread locks. i saw her just hours before she overdosed. AND i had a fucking dream about her last week! revolving around her! and i was so confused as to why i would dream about her, but i remember in my dream she was different. she was clean and it was SO BIZARRE
i found out via a very drunk antonio at jenas apt. later on friday.
the friendship antonio and i have is also very bizarre. two nights in a row, up until 5am. i dont have an explanation for that.
i got to be drenched in chocolate sauce (which makes a mean blood substitute for black and white film) for hours today while acting as a mutilated body for lisas film. SO UNCOFORTABLE. so beyond sticky and freeeezzzinnngggggg. i was quiished in that bathtub covered in that shit for over an hour
tonight i was supposed to go to a party with cheerleader nikki. i was going to meet her there and just bring y roommates and ended up bringing 30+ of the craziest kids at sva. i wish i could explain the nonsense. the trop to brooklyn and back was beyond insane. at times i literally though everyonede-evolved into wild monkies (altered states styel?)
it is MUCH TOO LATE. and i am far too exhausted to write this properly. seeing as how i got 4 hrs of sleep last night.