Don't Pity me, Help Me

Jun 21, 2006 00:01

ahoy its brendon (11:19:59 PM): hey
ahoy its brendon (11:20:00 PM): what's up
SatelitesCollide (11:20:03 PM): nothing
SatelitesCollide (11:20:12 PM): kinda pissed off, and needed someone to talk to
SatelitesCollide (11:20:25 PM): do you have some time?
ahoy its brendon (11:20:30 PM): i do
ahoy its brendon (11:20:31 PM): what's up?
SatelitesCollide (11:20:36 PM): my parents
SatelitesCollide (11:20:57 PM): they're being fascist dick heads again
ahoy its brendon (11:21:17 PM): how
SatelitesCollide (11:21:41 PM): they're telling me that as long as I live with them, they're gonna tell me how to live my life, and when to do it
SatelitesCollide (11:22:05 PM): and until I move out, that's the way it's going to be
ahoy its brendon (11:22:09 PM): that's gay
ahoy its brendon (11:22:12 PM): was there a specific like
ahoy its brendon (11:22:13 PM): thing
ahoy its brendon (11:22:15 PM): that happened?
SatelitesCollide (11:23:26 PM): yeah, today for instance, I left the house at like noon when leah picked me up, we went to the beach, I told my parents. ok. So then we all went to get some food in westerly, ok. Then we go to the crystal mall and meet sean steve aaron and nelson there,
SatelitesCollide (11:23:39 PM): I told my parents that,
SatelitesCollide (11:24:05 PM): and then I asked if I could stay at steve's house and they basically flipped out on me
SatelitesCollide (11:24:19 PM): so I come home and talk to them
SatelitesCollide (11:24:28 PM): of course my dad starts flipping out
SatelitesCollide (11:24:36 PM): and just tell him to stop
SatelitesCollide (11:24:54 PM): then my mother started to lecture me about how I can't just leave the house and be out all day
SatelitesCollide (11:25:12 PM): "You can be out a few hours in the afternoon or a few hours at night" she tells me
ahoy its brendon (11:25:21 PM): what the fuck?
ahoy its brendon (11:25:23 PM): that's such bullshit?
SatelitesCollide (11:25:30 PM): I know
ahoy its brendon (11:26:11 PM): why would anyone ever do that
SatelitesCollide (11:26:57 PM): then I try to talk to her about it and tell her that she's controlling my life "That's right, I am; and until you can pay for housing, food, schooling, and utilities, you're my responsibility, and you'll do what I tell you"
SatelitesCollide (11:27:01 PM): more or less like that
SatelitesCollide (11:27:37 PM): then I try to explain to her that I hate being at home, so she tells that if I don't like to leave
SatelitesCollide (11:27:50 PM): "So do you want me to leave?" I ask her
SatelitesCollide (11:27:55 PM): of course she says no
SatelitesCollide (11:28:12 PM): but my dad starts yelling in the background "DON'T PUSH IT BUDDY!"
SatelitesCollide (11:28:35 PM): so I'm just thinking of leaving the house right now
SatelitesCollide (11:29:43 PM): either that or just ignoring their rules and just accept the consequences
ahoy its brendon (11:30:06 PM): idk that's pretty lame dude
ahoy its brendon (11:30:09 PM): no one does that to their kids anymore
SatelitesCollide (11:30:16 PM): no kidding
SatelitesCollide (11:30:29 PM): they want me home at 11
ahoy its brendon (11:30:38 PM): oh jesus
SatelitesCollide (11:31:08 PM): the only reason why they're so strict about me staying over someone's house is because of the one time I got drunk with Ryan
SatelitesCollide (11:32:10 PM): but jesus, I just want to be with my fucking friends
SatelitesCollide (11:32:26 PM): not everything is going to be planned and perfect like they want it
SatelitesCollide (11:34:05 PM): I haven't even hung out with Ryan since it happened in october
ahoy its brendon (11:35:54 PM): are you serious?
SatelitesCollide (11:35:59 PM): yeah
SatelitesCollide (11:36:43 PM): I want your serious opinion on this, don't give me sympathy though: I'm thinking about moving out for a few weeks maybe this summer
SatelitesCollide (11:36:47 PM): what do you think?
ahoy its brendon (11:38:31 PM): i think you should go for it
ahoy its brendon (11:38:34 PM): by any means possible
SatelitesCollide (11:39:21 PM): you seriously think so?
ahoy its brendon (11:41:54 PM): mhmm
SatelitesCollide (11:44:00 PM): do you have any ideas where I could stay?
SatelitesCollide (11:44:38 PM): I don't want to be a burden to any one, and it needs to be near work
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