Its over. I broke up with Ashley. Or atleast I think I did. I was really hoping that it would work but I just can't take a long distance relationship without a car involved. It was so hard for me to keep the relationship going too I didnt have the strength to do it. There was so much shit stopping us from getting anywhere too. I dont know anymore. I just want that one person that I can actually keep a relationship with. That nothing goes wrong with it, its perfect in my eyes, and nothing can get in the way. I look at everyone who has a girl. girl. relationship and they are all happy and everything seems right. I wish for that, I want a girlfriend that I can do anything around, I can be myself around, that is the perfect one for me... and I guess Ashley wasn't the one...
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Michelle came over friday. She left tonight cause her mom got mad or something so we ran away from my house. IDK, it was a wicked fun time while it lasted. We both pissed ourselves.
I love her...my summer will consist of only her. <3
So. You want pictures? Well I'm really lazy right now, so Im not putting them all on. Michelle will probably put a lot on tho, so check hers too...
They are in no kind of order. I told you, I'm fucking lazy right now.
These are all Michelle sent me like an hour ago...
Then here are some from my camera. SOME.
went to this convienent store thing in hopevally. and michelle found a bunny.
then walked to chinese. <3
dowfield
One is the loneliest number...
lube
walkign to dow field
Batting cages...
michelle in the hot tub.
I love michelle for taking this picture:
My favorite. <3
I ment a girl...and I really like her damn hair. she rocks
That's all for now.
So, I'm talking to the new girl I met...Amber. Shes really cool so far. But it's getting late and I have to end this so c ya. Ill post some more shit later <3
P.s.: People are saying that ALP gets cigarette breaks. Im sorry to tell you but your all wrong. Next time you hear stupid shit like that make sure it's true before you go telling all your friends.
Alittle something from my friend Heidi that GOES to ALP:
o7L2 (12:08:18 AM): For all you fucking morons out there who are running bragging about 'cig breaks' at ALP - you're full of shit. Wtf? What public school would give cig breaks to kids under 18? Goddamn I hate morons.
With love.
Kayla.