fuck you dad.

[left_to_bleed]

Now the internet is going to keep me from graduating highschool. Or so says my mom. The internet it always the problem with me. I am failing a subject. "ITS THE INTERNET STEVE, SHE'S ON IT ALL THE TIME" -MOM yeah I'm on it sooo much!!! Fuck that. I do everything I'm suppose to do, and I am doing fine. whatever. It's funny, they always need something to rag on me about.

"Help me Help you!" my mom says.

Ok, so I am. I tell her things that would help me get better and its like she ignores it. I can't stand it anymore. She is doing the total opposite of what she should be doing. And it's rediculous.

Maybe I'm just worried. Yeah, I know I am. I'm just not sure if this is turning her from being my mother to my therapist. I guess you could say it's scaring me? My therapist can't help me with things outside of her office...like keeping me out of trouble. But my mom can. And I am trying to tell her how to help me with things like that, but she just pushes it to the side. Thinking that I'm lieing? I have no idea, its getting to be rediculous. I am telling the truth. I am letting her honestly know what I think can help me like she asked and she's just ignoring it.

Mom, I just wish you would listen...

Sincerly,
Your daughter.