FiNaLlY 17!!!
Well my birthday came and went and there was no call from you. "I'll call her, im not that much of an asshole"
Apparently you are. Not that i'm surprised. I guess in the back of my mind i knew you werent gonna call. You know sometimes i wish you would just tell me to go fuck myself because i know thats how you really feel. Then i wouldn't get my hopes up. Then i wouldn't fall to the ground every time you let me down.
I used to think you were better than that. Now i guess im starting to see you for what you really are.... just another guy. All you care about is yourself. And Jessie. And that is one thing that i absolutely cannot wait to say i told you so about. Because she doesn't care about you and all shes gonna do is fuck you over.
Alot of people who are very close to you keep telling me what a dickhead you are. I know you say you don't care but i think your full of shit. Honestly though, when people who are that important to you are telling me your an asshole.... well i guess you'd think you would change your ways. Because obviously theres something wrong with this picture. But whatever. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
Because I have friends that care about me.
Because I have a life to live.
Because I know in my mind that I can get pretty much any guy I want and alot of them will treat me better than you could ever dream of.
And i deserve better than you.
Anyway on a better note... my birthday party was fuckin awesome. I could not have asked for better. Thank you Sara and Matt and everyone else who put that shit together. You guys fucking rule. And i cant wait for this weekend. We're gonna get fucked up and Sara you are gonna get laid and we're gonna go crazy tearin up Boston!!!
Apparently you are. Not that i'm surprised. I guess in the back of my mind i knew you werent gonna call. You know sometimes i wish you would just tell me to go fuck myself because i know thats how you really feel. Then i wouldn't get my hopes up. Then i wouldn't fall to the ground every time you let me down.
I used to think you were better than that. Now i guess im starting to see you for what you really are.... just another guy. All you care about is yourself. And Jessie. And that is one thing that i absolutely cannot wait to say i told you so about. Because she doesn't care about you and all shes gonna do is fuck you over.
Alot of people who are very close to you keep telling me what a dickhead you are. I know you say you don't care but i think your full of shit. Honestly though, when people who are that important to you are telling me your an asshole.... well i guess you'd think you would change your ways. Because obviously theres something wrong with this picture. But whatever. I DONT CARE ANYMORE.
Because I have friends that care about me.
Because I have a life to live.
Because I know in my mind that I can get pretty much any guy I want and alot of them will treat me better than you could ever dream of.
And i deserve better than you.
Anyway on a better note... my birthday party was fuckin awesome. I could not have asked for better. Thank you Sara and Matt and everyone else who put that shit together. You guys fucking rule. And i cant wait for this weekend. We're gonna get fucked up and Sara you are gonna get laid and we're gonna go crazy tearin up Boston!!!