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I still believe in your eyes... I just dont care what you've done in your life. Baby I'll always be here by your side. Don't leave me waiting too long- please come back....
And I'll fly with you.
I'm so confused about everything. I don't know what I want anymore. I want new things, but at the end of the day it all goes back to him. It doesn't matter if its good thoughts or bad, it never fails to make me angry at myself. I just wish that we could make guys understand the way things work in our mind, even for a day. Everything would be so much easier.
Things never seem to make sense, nomatter how hard I try. And for some reason nomatter how hard I try I always seem to fuck up.
Im sorry Matt... I didn't mean to hurt you, but my decision is final.
To all my new friends- thank you for saving me from myself. You have helped me more in these last few days than most people have in my entire life. <3
19 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY
What are you gonna get me?
And I'll fly with you.
I'm so confused about everything. I don't know what I want anymore. I want new things, but at the end of the day it all goes back to him. It doesn't matter if its good thoughts or bad, it never fails to make me angry at myself. I just wish that we could make guys understand the way things work in our mind, even for a day. Everything would be so much easier.
Things never seem to make sense, nomatter how hard I try. And for some reason nomatter how hard I try I always seem to fuck up.
Im sorry Matt... I didn't mean to hurt you, but my decision is final.
To all my new friends- thank you for saving me from myself. You have helped me more in these last few days than most people have in my entire life. <3
19 DAYS TILL MY BIRTHDAY
What are you gonna get me?