Sep 07, 2004 01:53
oh joy i got called a hore, oh how nice. *dances* not really. verry hurtfull as a matter of fact. but im not going to dwell on it. why should i let him get to me anymore? i wrote a poem tonight has nothing to do with David though. If you actually read it you will see for your self.
"Six Feet Under"
The phone is ringing,
But Im Not Answering.
I lay there on the floor,
Might aswell be six feet under.
When He Found Out He Started Crying,
Crying Cause His Whole Life Just Went Under.
Now shes up above,
Hes down below.
She's like a dove,
That does not want to let go.
He cries out her name as he pulls the trigger,
Soon to be united Again with his lover.
This right here is part of a song by "Staind" called "Mudshovel"
Cause you can feel my ANGER
You can feel my pain
You can feel my torment
Driving me insane
oo i wonder who that reminds me of... hmm lets all sit here and think for a minute. *thinks*
well anyways on other notes, i met this dude at McDonalds. Hes really nice, hes one of the coworkers. when he told he he was a closer and i asked him how old he was, cause to be a closer you have to be atleast 18. He told me he was 22, this was my reaction... ==> O.O *blank...blank...* damn he looks like he was 18, he told me that he gets that alot. heh, i normally dont like older guys but this guy i have a little crush on. im not looking for a new b/f im threw with guys right now. id like a g/f but i know its not going to happen for a while. David got all pissed off when he found out i met a guy at McDonalds, alli have to say is he dosnt run my life, im not on a fuckin leash. yea i used to let him choose WHO and WHO i couldnt talk to in person and on the internet but im threw with that all. were not together, i shure dont want to be again.
After work me and Teri went back to McDonalds and that guy was on his break, oh how convient. We hung out for a little bit. it was cool, Saw Nikki to. *hotness* o and Willam and Bryan.
well im gonna go now leve a comment if you want.