Dec 13, 2007 09:00
I woke up this morning.
And my bed smelled like you.
And it was the most wonderful and most hollow feeling all at the same time.
Because I was wondering what it would be like to wake up with you every morning. And then I realized that what I just thought in my head means that we theoretically could be a billion steps ahead of where I thought we were.
And then it went away.
So I'm pushing that far far back inside my head so I don't have to think about how fantastic it would be to wake up with you every morning.
We've been dating for a month. I can't be thinking about this yet.
Oh goshhh....
And the comment about John being a heavy sleeper last night...
Jeeze.
I'm about to melt into your arms. And you're not even here.