Thinking too much.
If anything, I want him to totally forget me when I go away. Maybe that'll make it easier n the both of us.
Not like he wouldn't forget me anyway. He'll be doing shows and taking classes and working like crazy...
So forgetting me will be easy. Forgetting him will not be.
GAH. This is ridiculous.
Why do all my greatest insecurities come out early in the morning? Maybe it's because I've had all night to think.
But I have been sitting in bed for 3 days. So thinking kinda happens whether I want it to or not.
...
I have to start packing soon. I do not wish to do this.
But it'll be sunnier there. Warmer. Warmer = happier morgan.
Happier = hopeful.
Oh goodness gracious me. This is all going to get so insanely complicated soon, isn't it?
Yes. Yes it is.
Fuck this. I'm going to Florida.
Not like he wouldn't forget me anyway. He'll be doing shows and taking classes and working like crazy...
So forgetting me will be easy. Forgetting him will not be.
GAH. This is ridiculous.
Why do all my greatest insecurities come out early in the morning? Maybe it's because I've had all night to think.
But I have been sitting in bed for 3 days. So thinking kinda happens whether I want it to or not.
...
I have to start packing soon. I do not wish to do this.
But it'll be sunnier there. Warmer. Warmer = happier morgan.
Happier = hopeful.
Oh goodness gracious me. This is all going to get so insanely complicated soon, isn't it?
Yes. Yes it is.
Fuck this. I'm going to Florida.