I'm so done with this holiday
My parents are ridiculously insensitive
And they have no clue what I wanted for this holiday
I really don't mind that part, because I didn't really tell them what I wanted for Christmas. Mostly because I knew I wouldn't get what I really really wanted, so I didn't really bother asking. I've wanted that bracelet for about 7 years now, and I've never gotten it. It takes a toll on you when you get your hopes up every year for 7 years for birthday and Christmas.
Whatever.
That doesn't bother me so much.
DO NOT get me presents that are really for Taylor and Cory, but you'd really just rather give them to me so it's not on your conscience that you didn't get me anything. Seriously. Don't get me things that you know for a fact that I'm going to hand over to them.
It's not cool. I don't appreciate you buying me those types of things. This only further grounds the idea that my family doesn't know what to do with me and that I'm the total black sheep of the family.
So yeah.
Christmas was bust this year.
But on the bright side...
Everything is falling into place for Disney.
And friends explains my life.
Andddd i love it.
Andddd..... my grandmother was the first person to tell me that she was proud of me for going. I almost cried.
That's all I wanted to hear for the past few months. For maybe someone to recognize that what I'm doing took a lot of effort and that I'm really blessed to be going.
All I wanted was to hear that SOMEONE was proud of me.
And my grandma is.
And that's all I need.
And they have no clue what I wanted for this holiday
I really don't mind that part, because I didn't really tell them what I wanted for Christmas. Mostly because I knew I wouldn't get what I really really wanted, so I didn't really bother asking. I've wanted that bracelet for about 7 years now, and I've never gotten it. It takes a toll on you when you get your hopes up every year for 7 years for birthday and Christmas.
Whatever.
That doesn't bother me so much.
DO NOT get me presents that are really for Taylor and Cory, but you'd really just rather give them to me so it's not on your conscience that you didn't get me anything. Seriously. Don't get me things that you know for a fact that I'm going to hand over to them.
It's not cool. I don't appreciate you buying me those types of things. This only further grounds the idea that my family doesn't know what to do with me and that I'm the total black sheep of the family.
So yeah.
Christmas was bust this year.
But on the bright side...
Everything is falling into place for Disney.
And friends explains my life.
Andddd i love it.
Andddd..... my grandmother was the first person to tell me that she was proud of me for going. I almost cried.
That's all I wanted to hear for the past few months. For maybe someone to recognize that what I'm doing took a lot of effort and that I'm really blessed to be going.
All I wanted was to hear that SOMEONE was proud of me.
And my grandma is.
And that's all I need.