Mar 16, 2006 17:14
I've been eating Burger King lately, I don't know why. Frankly, I disgust myself. There's always this moment in the drive-thru where I think to myself, "I don't have to go through with this, I can keep driving past the window". Somehow, I can never quite do it, though. I didn't eat fast food for almost four years save the occassional In-N-Out grilled cheese burger but lately I've been eating it eating it eating it. I really do believe it has some connection to not smoking anymore. I have to abuse my body somehow and damn it, this is how I'm doing it this year.
I'm full of shame.
I just watched Inside the Actor's Studio with the cast of Will and Grace and man, it was good. Too bad there wasn't more time. It was the four of them and the writing team and the director so everyone got little snippets. I always forget about how the writing process can be two people. I have such a singular view when it comes to my creativity that I think it would be extremely difficult to share in that process with someone, especially with writing. I think that if I were to write with anyone, probably my best fit would be Sarah because we have this sick feed off of eachother when we get going. Mostly its obscene banter and would probably only cater to a niche audience but I mean... that's the best shit. Stuff that finds an audience over time.
Anyway, I've been lax in my writing lately. I'm still maintaining my rule of writing on a weekly basis but it hasn't been as fruitful lately. Probably because I've been fucking wracked with work lately. I need a break. I think I'm going to take half a week off if I can coming up here. Immerse myself in books and movies and just fucking absorb so I can spit it back out creatively because lately I've produced nothing worthwhile.
Then again, it could be fat is taking over my brain because of all of the Burger King that I eat.
Alas, I'm out. I'm going to start Ocean Sea, I think.