cold and bored and HUNGRY in this curves facility

Jul 13, 2006 17:36

no ones been in here for an hour. although i do love it when i dont have to listen to crappy ass techno, when no one comes in i want to go home. and i hate working out alone.

oh there is someone.

okay i have nothing else to say i just wanted to bitch. i just ate a really good protien bar thingy. i wont get to eat till i get out of here and i am getting those hunger pangs where they cause physical aching pain. i hate those. i can deal with my stomach going aaarrrarrrarrrrrrar. when it feels like a hollow yet stabbing pain, accompanied by headache, i cannot deal.

i was exhausted beyond all reasonable belief last night and i could not sleep. it was too hot and sticky. i do not like this. i am tired ALL THE FUCKING TIME. i contstantly feel like i never sleep when in reality i sleep all night then take 4 hour naps. i do not understand. it might be that stupid lingering virus that mono leaves in you. this is destroying me. i cannot give up my lifestyle just yet, i cant go to bed at 9pm and wake up at 7 yet. it hurts my heart to think of it. and yes it is 9-7 becuase i need 10 hours of sleep to function properly. sick and sad.

i dont know why i keep buying clothes because i NEVER get to wear them. the summer is more than half over and ive barely delved into my extensive wardrobe of summer fashion. what the hell have i been wearing then? i havent any idea.

now that i have eaten these power bars, exhaustion and headaches have set in and i dont want to work out. i am so unmotivated. i have theories about that too. but i'll elaborate later. this bitchfest is already too long.
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