Stick that rusty knife in deeper
To see it there in black and white justs seems to pour salt on to wounds that I had thought were beginning to heal. Then again I do find it hard not to draw comparisons between what was between us and what she has with him. It did take me a little while to notice that her “Marital Status” was blank after being single for all the time I have known her, even when we were supposedly “In A Relationship” and at the time this did bother me so when I noticed that the status was blank at during July and I thought see was seeing this new guy I thought she was playing it safe but leaving that particular section of her profile blank so as to please him or for him to not ask the same questions I should have.
Of course today I think she has visited my site so I check her profile and see that it has been updated having a quick glance I notice that her status has now changed to “In Relationship”. So well done Dai you have achieved something that I was never able to and you managed to do it after only going out with her for two and a half months, it really must be love not that shallow thing I thought was love that I thought I had with her for four months but then again I think that is my problem I always knew that she didn’t love me or if she ever did it was short lived and she only told me that so that I would not be upset. How kind!!
Of course today I think she has visited my site so I check her profile and see that it has been updated having a quick glance I notice that her status has now changed to “In Relationship”. So well done Dai you have achieved something that I was never able to and you managed to do it after only going out with her for two and a half months, it really must be love not that shallow thing I thought was love that I thought I had with her for four months but then again I think that is my problem I always knew that she didn’t love me or if she ever did it was short lived and she only told me that so that I would not be upset. How kind!!