I hate myself
I really don’t know what’s wrong with me I have tried following the advice given to me by my friends and had this girl wanting to know what day off I was having this week, I assumed it was to arrange with the other people that call around and also I was hoping it would be to arrange to go up there for the day but speaking to her on the phone earlier I have been invited up to go to the cinema so will be up for just a short time. This has made me so mad that I am thinking why is she bothering with me, is it out of some sort of loyalty or guilt or is she just being nice to me.
It is almost like our friendship has taken a massive leap back in time to just after we broke up and I really don’t understand it, maybe I am thinking about things to much and I am the first to admit that maybe her decision not to spend the day with me was taken because of my frosty nature on the phone but when you think that something is wrong you end up creating it in your head until it eventually happens.
It is almost like our friendship has taken a massive leap back in time to just after we broke up and I really don’t understand it, maybe I am thinking about things to much and I am the first to admit that maybe her decision not to spend the day with me was taken because of my frosty nature on the phone but when you think that something is wrong you end up creating it in your head until it eventually happens.