Jun 19, 2005 14:32
i like when people update their ljs and give me something to do, but i dont update mine all that much.
so now i will.
i havn't been feeling all that great lately, mentally.
im not really sure whats goin on but i dont particularly like it. i just want to be happy.
i think ive been smoking too much lately. all it does is make it better for a few hours, it dosnt actually fix anything. which is fine every once in a while.
i'm not saying i dont like it, then i'd just be lying. just that maybe i do it far too often now.
there are very few things that i can think of that would actually make life better right now.
is it even that bad though?
maybe im being over dramatic, who knows. i have a tendancy to do that i guess.