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BLAH.
i wish i didnt think so much, my mind is all over the place lately and its really annoying, especially when i get all mopey and sad. awww.
having to work every other day is really annoying, but its ok because im losing my job haha.
im not really sure whats going on lately, i just know that it is. well maybe i do know, and im just being an idiot. but come to think of it, im not even sure what i was talking about when i started writing this paragraph. i mean i thought i did, but now when i think about it im not really sure. i guess i have to think about what i meant.
i think the reason i continue to write in this livejournal, putting down the vague hints that we all love to write about is because it dosnt matter if anyone else knows what im talking about, it helps me to write down my feelings since I know what im saying. i mean sure, we all write in our livejournals because we WANT other people to know what were thinking, but sometimes you just cant write about certain things even though you kind of want people to know. so you make a vague entry that is about whatever it is you dont want to say directly.
it dosn't really matter though, most of the time everyone else knows what it is your trying so hard to be vague about anyway. its usually one of those things that everybody knows but noone will talk about.
man i hate those. how much easier would everything be without that bull shit.
sigh why am i even writing this, what the hell am i talking about.
i am ranting out of the depths of my ass.
i dont think i even have a reason to be writing all of this.
i want to play world of warcraft again, i might later.
i wish i didnt think so much, my mind is all over the place lately and its really annoying, especially when i get all mopey and sad. awww.
having to work every other day is really annoying, but its ok because im losing my job haha.
im not really sure whats going on lately, i just know that it is. well maybe i do know, and im just being an idiot. but come to think of it, im not even sure what i was talking about when i started writing this paragraph. i mean i thought i did, but now when i think about it im not really sure. i guess i have to think about what i meant.
i think the reason i continue to write in this livejournal, putting down the vague hints that we all love to write about is because it dosnt matter if anyone else knows what im talking about, it helps me to write down my feelings since I know what im saying. i mean sure, we all write in our livejournals because we WANT other people to know what were thinking, but sometimes you just cant write about certain things even though you kind of want people to know. so you make a vague entry that is about whatever it is you dont want to say directly.
it dosn't really matter though, most of the time everyone else knows what it is your trying so hard to be vague about anyway. its usually one of those things that everybody knows but noone will talk about.
man i hate those. how much easier would everything be without that bull shit.
sigh why am i even writing this, what the hell am i talking about.
i am ranting out of the depths of my ass.
i dont think i even have a reason to be writing all of this.
i want to play world of warcraft again, i might later.