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ah, i love updating my journal after everyone goes to sleep, that way noone will read it immediatly so i can get more personal without fear.
otherwise while i talk to them on aim there is always the possibility that they will have read it and be judging me while they talk to me, or asking me questions about it.
HAHAHA. wow. self, stfu.
anyway, im not quite sure how i feel as of late, sometimes i feel really happy and content, other times i feel really lonely and blehhhh. im not quite sure why.
cough lie cough.
whatever. its stupid anyway. EVERYTHING IS SO STUPID. maybe im just a big baby. or maybe im just an idiot. or maybe im fucking crazy. or maybe this is the most emo thing ive ever written HAHA.
man. that was fun.
i think that lately my ljs are less of me telling you people what im thinking and more of me arguing with myself.
if that makes any sense at all.
hmmm who the hell argues with themselves. im sure everyone does actually, they may just not know it because theyre not like looking at themselves in the mirror and screaming at their reflection.
thats not what i mean when i say arguing with yourself.
HAHAHAHA then again, if you scroll up a few lines:
"HAHAHA. wow. self, stfu."
FDSGFIWGHJDIEWGHWGHW
haha well, ok that happened once BUT STILL thats not what im talking about.
dannit.
well, now that everyone thinks im crazy. i should end this entry. don't worry ill make a more coherent one when im not so damn tired.
that must be it, its the sleep depravation.
END JOURNAL.
otherwise while i talk to them on aim there is always the possibility that they will have read it and be judging me while they talk to me, or asking me questions about it.
HAHAHA. wow. self, stfu.
anyway, im not quite sure how i feel as of late, sometimes i feel really happy and content, other times i feel really lonely and blehhhh. im not quite sure why.
cough lie cough.
whatever. its stupid anyway. EVERYTHING IS SO STUPID. maybe im just a big baby. or maybe im just an idiot. or maybe im fucking crazy. or maybe this is the most emo thing ive ever written HAHA.
man. that was fun.
i think that lately my ljs are less of me telling you people what im thinking and more of me arguing with myself.
if that makes any sense at all.
hmmm who the hell argues with themselves. im sure everyone does actually, they may just not know it because theyre not like looking at themselves in the mirror and screaming at their reflection.
thats not what i mean when i say arguing with yourself.
HAHAHAHA then again, if you scroll up a few lines:
"HAHAHA. wow. self, stfu."
FDSGFIWGHJDIEWGHWGHW
haha well, ok that happened once BUT STILL thats not what im talking about.
dannit.
well, now that everyone thinks im crazy. i should end this entry. don't worry ill make a more coherent one when im not so damn tired.
that must be it, its the sleep depravation.
END JOURNAL.