how angsty of me
guilt. a horrible nagging feeling. that and regret. jealousy. i feel jealous of everyone around me. the worst. i'm very afraid now. the fear is growing and becoming more of a problem, stopping me from doing what i want. whenever people ask about my childhood.. i'm afraid. i don't allow myself to get to that point with someone, where i would have to be honest, and tell my feelings. i dont know how to get there. and then i want a relationship, how would one happen with me. if something's not perfect from the start i dont bother finishing it. i dont want to get too depressing here. too late eh? well here's some advice, dont get off on your medicine and then drink a red bull. lets play a game.
tell me about your favorite childhood memory.