Darkness in my eyes

[leesayori]

The lonely days, the dark nights
The future that I can't see
The distant past I want to forget
My ignorant mind holds on tight
A twisted picture like a creep's wish
runs away far, then walk back inside.
Jumbled thoughts, no best laid plans
A barren garden with empty promises
Under the halo when the rays strike
It's golden and hopeful, yet sadness reside.
Make me understand, enlighten my mind
What is destinty? what is life?