Feb 22, 2004 18:31
Today has sucked. I couldn't sleep any last night cuz I kept wakin up with my stomach killin me, and it's still been hurtin today. I've slept most of tha day and just kinda layed around cuz I haven't felt like doin anything. But mom keeps fussin at me sayin I'm lazy and it's really makin me mad. I called Lee and he was outside so he called me back and we only talked for like 5 minutes, and he was makin mean comments to me and that has just added to it. Sumtimes I could just scream..but even then no one would notice. I feel so invisible sumtimes. Lee used to make me feel so special and now I just feel like nuthin. This weekend has killed me, and now I gotta go to school tomorrow and I dread that SoOo much. I still don't have my car back and i really need it. Well I'm out..