Last Update..
I haven't updated ina few days so I figured that I would. Friday= I left school at about 10:30 or sumthin. Me and Meg went to tha mall and got our nails done and then we went and got new outfits to wear after prom. We met up with Linz and Britt Jo and ate in Italian Village. We went home and changed clothes and stuff and went out GC that night. We got in Austin's car and rode around and then Meg got out and went with sum friends from school and me and Austin stayed and talked and stuff. He's really sweet to me..and he still remembers everything about me and he really makes me smile. And when I'm with him it feels great and all but as soon as I leave I feel empty. Anyway, I got home about 12 sumthin that night.
Saturday= The prom. I went to tha tannin bed at about 9 and came home and took a shower and stuff. I went to get my hair done at 1 and then Cheryl came to do my makeup at 2. It all looked really good..Tina n Preston brought Lee and we took a buncha pics and stuff. I got really nervous while I was here and mom gave me a nerve pill so I finally calmed down. We left and went to Daniels house and waited on Linz to get there then we went to Damon's to eat. While we were sittin there, Lee was looked at me and said "You're pretty" and I mean tears just came to my eyes and I didn't say anything. Then he was like "We'll see how tonight goes, let's just have a good time" And I said okay, cuz I mean I hadn't mentioned anything to him at all about wantin to get back together. But we got to prom and it sucked..hearin our song over and over and dancin with him made me realize how "not over" him I really am. There's just so much goin on right now..But anyway, I changed in tha back of my car and Lee did too and we went bowling. It was okay I guess, we left there about 1:15 I think. I looked at Lee when we got in tha car and said "Do you feel anything for me at all anymore" and he said yeah..and then he said "we'll just see as time goes on"...so..I took him home and carried in his stuff for him and kissed him..and he told me to call when I got home to make sure I made it home okay..but by tha time I got home he'd already called and mom told him I just pulled in. So..I went to bed. Well, now I'm gettin ready to go to FC and get stuff for mom's Survivor Party lol...And this is my last entry on this journal for sure this time.
Saturday= The prom. I went to tha tannin bed at about 9 and came home and took a shower and stuff. I went to get my hair done at 1 and then Cheryl came to do my makeup at 2. It all looked really good..Tina n Preston brought Lee and we took a buncha pics and stuff. I got really nervous while I was here and mom gave me a nerve pill so I finally calmed down. We left and went to Daniels house and waited on Linz to get there then we went to Damon's to eat. While we were sittin there, Lee was looked at me and said "You're pretty" and I mean tears just came to my eyes and I didn't say anything. Then he was like "We'll see how tonight goes, let's just have a good time" And I said okay, cuz I mean I hadn't mentioned anything to him at all about wantin to get back together. But we got to prom and it sucked..hearin our song over and over and dancin with him made me realize how "not over" him I really am. There's just so much goin on right now..But anyway, I changed in tha back of my car and Lee did too and we went bowling. It was okay I guess, we left there about 1:15 I think. I looked at Lee when we got in tha car and said "Do you feel anything for me at all anymore" and he said yeah..and then he said "we'll just see as time goes on"...so..I took him home and carried in his stuff for him and kissed him..and he told me to call when I got home to make sure I made it home okay..but by tha time I got home he'd already called and mom told him I just pulled in. So..I went to bed. Well, now I'm gettin ready to go to FC and get stuff for mom's Survivor Party lol...And this is my last entry on this journal for sure this time.