*Ready for bed
Well I decided to update again..like I said I'm gonna use this journal til I get a new one fixed up for me. Tonight- me, kasey, kim and meg went to tha mall. I got sum earrings, a necklace, and sum clear strap panties for tha prom. After that, we went back to Thriftway to get Meg's car cuz she had to leave at 7:30. So, me, kaesy, and kim rode around for a lil while. Comin back from Kingsport, I passed Lee and I got that feelin in my stomach..but other than that..I had a really great night. My gals are crazy and I always have a great time with them. A part of me still aches to be with Lee and just to hold him, and the other part of me is enjoyin this life I'm livin now...Me and Lee have still been talkin and stuff and we said we'd not date anybody til after tha prom and see how it goes..so I'm gonna just go with tha flow and if things happen then they do and that's great..but if they don't then it's okay, I know which ever way it happens its for the best and I'm tryin to just let things be. Austin came and talked to me for a long time...We just sat in my car and talked about a buncha stuff..he helps me out a lot..and he's such a sweetie. I'm not sure what I am doing tomorrow..I know that mom wants me to go to Wal Mart with her but after that I have no idea. I guess I'll wait and plan things tomorrow. I'm a lot happier right now but I'm so confused that it's not even funny. My mind just drifts in so many different ways. I'm goin to bed cuz I am about to fall over haha. Goodnite errrrbody..