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i have been doing everything in my power to open the gate.
as you can feel things are shifting at a higher rate.
i have been musically inclined as of late
stuck back at my mom's.
i miss you like the winds kiss the oceans
ever blowing and weaving eternally
i loved more then i thought i was capable
like a masterpiece that will never be seen.
disparaged is a word i know so close to my sleeve these days.
i am having severe issues with doors continuing to slam in my face
here in memphis,
abundance has returned.
i feel completely alone,
i start drawing the circle
and i see the gates of manifestation at my fingertips,
within an instance my desires are swept away,
i don't know how to give an example....
maybe if i was to just state a situation..
i start channeling energy when i am around someone,
their energy draws out information either directed at
myself or at them,
i find it is usually overwhelming everyone else around me..
i scare people off
with
what is inside of me,
so at times i try to just mute that voice,
muting it leads to failing to hear
and i find myself back at the beginning...
so i can't mute it.
the strength at which i am drawing information
is ready at this time to teach.
i don't know what path will lead me away
from memphis but it has to happen
the people here
seem to not be responsive
to my form of energy work.
the craft that is spilling forth
from me
is to cutting to the bone
and
hits what they are struggling with.
i don't know how to express this correctly.
i am very lonesome,
i feel utterly alone on this plane of existence.
this realm is so foreign to my heart,
please don't get me wrong i can feel the vibrations of our home as it gets nearer.
i cannot express the feelings of my heart
because i find when i do
i get left alone.
i am a strong soldier i went to bonnaroo and destroyed the works of evil men,
once i returned to my situation here, i found that the provided information is greater then it's ever been.
the water tap has been jammed open.
my energy is finally right,
i passed my test of fire,
i accepted the mantle of the spirit laid apon my shoulders.
as you can feel things are shifting at a higher rate.
i have been musically inclined as of late
stuck back at my mom's.
i miss you like the winds kiss the oceans
ever blowing and weaving eternally
i loved more then i thought i was capable
like a masterpiece that will never be seen.
disparaged is a word i know so close to my sleeve these days.
i am having severe issues with doors continuing to slam in my face
here in memphis,
abundance has returned.
i feel completely alone,
i start drawing the circle
and i see the gates of manifestation at my fingertips,
within an instance my desires are swept away,
i don't know how to give an example....
maybe if i was to just state a situation..
i start channeling energy when i am around someone,
their energy draws out information either directed at
myself or at them,
i find it is usually overwhelming everyone else around me..
i scare people off
with
what is inside of me,
so at times i try to just mute that voice,
muting it leads to failing to hear
and i find myself back at the beginning...
so i can't mute it.
the strength at which i am drawing information
is ready at this time to teach.
i don't know what path will lead me away
from memphis but it has to happen
the people here
seem to not be responsive
to my form of energy work.
the craft that is spilling forth
from me
is to cutting to the bone
and
hits what they are struggling with.
i don't know how to express this correctly.
i am very lonesome,
i feel utterly alone on this plane of existence.
this realm is so foreign to my heart,
please don't get me wrong i can feel the vibrations of our home as it gets nearer.
i cannot express the feelings of my heart
because i find when i do
i get left alone.
i am a strong soldier i went to bonnaroo and destroyed the works of evil men,
once i returned to my situation here, i found that the provided information is greater then it's ever been.
the water tap has been jammed open.
my energy is finally right,
i passed my test of fire,
i accepted the mantle of the spirit laid apon my shoulders.