fathers day sucks
Why should i have to celebrate someone who i have almost no respect for? i'm sure atleast a few of my friends can join me in my opinion of my father. at dinner, he was emailing ppl the whole time and never talked to me. my half sister kept annoying me about why i never spend the night at their house (hmm, could it be because i hate all of you?). but you cant tell a 6 year old that you hate them. that comes with a certain amount of guilt. then on the ride hokme my stepmother tries to tell me how to live my life, and what i should do for highschool. when i try to argue, i get scolded for "talking inapropriately". pardon me, but i have a right to sign up for whatever classes i want in high school. my stepmother is neither living in the same state, nor blood related. what a manipulative nosy bitch. at dinner i was trying to ignore them and relax, but my father was rushing us through, as always.
i mean, we went there to celebrate his being a father, and he doesnt talk and is rushing to leave. whats the point of going. he thinks i can deal with going on the metro by myself, or with my brother, who acts like he's 3. thanks, but i dont want to be lost and raped in DC going to his stupid event shit. sorry, father, your not that important. plus i feel shitty, one of my tonsils is so huge it blocks half of my throat. its disgusting looking. my doctor is crap. and it hurts to swallow. am i in the mood to deal with family shit? HELL NO!
i truly feel like i dont belong here. and no one listens to me anyways, which is the purpose of this rant. last time i asked my dad for a psychologist, he almost crashes the car. so instead i have to IMAGINE someone to listen to me.
plus my brother wont fucking flush the toilet! face it, thats somethign a 3 year old does.
sorry for ranting for so long, but i just needed to let everything out. sigh.
...and i cant concentrate in here....
fucking family....
wait, ok so a poll:
Do you love your immediate family?
YES or NO
(leave a comment)
i mean, we went there to celebrate his being a father, and he doesnt talk and is rushing to leave. whats the point of going. he thinks i can deal with going on the metro by myself, or with my brother, who acts like he's 3. thanks, but i dont want to be lost and raped in DC going to his stupid event shit. sorry, father, your not that important. plus i feel shitty, one of my tonsils is so huge it blocks half of my throat. its disgusting looking. my doctor is crap. and it hurts to swallow. am i in the mood to deal with family shit? HELL NO!
i truly feel like i dont belong here. and no one listens to me anyways, which is the purpose of this rant. last time i asked my dad for a psychologist, he almost crashes the car. so instead i have to IMAGINE someone to listen to me.
plus my brother wont fucking flush the toilet! face it, thats somethign a 3 year old does.
sorry for ranting for so long, but i just needed to let everything out. sigh.
...and i cant concentrate in here....
fucking family....
wait, ok so a poll:
Do you love your immediate family?
YES or NO
(leave a comment)