"SLUTS GO DOWN!!!"
i feel the most alive with my friends. like i could fly or do anything. it is hard working in an enviornment where i talk to complete strangers all day and the girls who i work with for only like 5 minutes. i don't know how to start a relationship with any of them. i am the newest by 3 months, but there are 3 girls who were the ones who started 3 months ago that all started on the same day. how is that fair. ugh whatever. i will just do my job and go hang out with people who love me. likeeee kat. haha :) or han and emma. or michelle. idk. i just want work to be fun and not so serious and stressful. i don't know who ever decided to make working so stressful but it's not cool. i mean I really don't get stressed over it, because honestly... i mean really... why get stressed, it leads to heart disease. also its just silly getting stressed over customer feedback, i mean people are going to complain A LOT. but it is not the end of the world.. sigh i just wish the people at DD's saw that. it can be a legit job but it does not have to be stressful. boo whatever. tomorrows a new day. hopefully someone interesting will call me and make my day happppyyyy. but other than that i had a phenominal weekend in boston and in newport. seriously it was wonderful. sigh... wish it was more than 2 days lol.
alright well off to bed, but just remember everyone... try not to take yourself too seriously. it gets in the way of life.