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i just wish things would work out in my favor for once. sigh I suppose not going on a big trip gives me money to save/spend on something else... BUT i realllyyyy wanted to do something big. i feel like it's my last chance. that my life is just going to take off and I am going to look back and regret and didn't work harder to make this happen. sighhh... but I can't force another person to go with me if they don't want to and I can't go by myself...
i think i'll just move to chicago
i think i'll just move to chicago