spring is in the air
As is norm of my fickle nature, i´m back to liking sevilla. Maybe its the weather or the lack fo school but i´m relatively content lately. ive even enjoyed tobys mom who has been visiting for the week. considering she hates sarcasm more than anything and thats essentially the core of my personality, its been calm and good. im pretty sure she likes me.
Ive had a really good time lately with toby. not like this is a relevation since shes so fuckin cool to hangout with but we had some nice times/date while the rest of the roommates were away out of the country. For ex, we went to a chinese restaurant and were seated next to this giant exotic fish tank that is really pretty. then i was horrified when toby told me the one fish had a hook stuck in its mouth. upon seeing my sad reaction she was unnaturally cute and told me he was just like us and liked facial piercings. i know, dont u want to vomit...
i love every nauseating minute of it. yesterday we were chatting about how i hate holidays. i hate the holiday season bc ive never had good holiday experiences. yeah i´m the grinch. we got into a chat about the neg nature of most holidays then decided we can invent any holiday we want. so june 21st is toby and my holiday. a random day to be excited for when life is blue. i thought id never like this cute crap but i was just jaded and lonely and was talking out of my ass. tobys been good for me in so many ways. at times i worry that shes been positive for me while ive just made her cynical. if nothing else, i would really like her to be able to look back on our relationship and think it was a worthy growing experience.
hmmm so the gf situation is awesome. i just got some of my midterms back and ironically i think spain will be my best semester. ive really liked the subjects and have learned quicky bc of my interest. yeah i´m fluent but still i thought theyd be horribly boring andinsignificant classes. this week has been a lovely surprise.
Ive had a really good time lately with toby. not like this is a relevation since shes so fuckin cool to hangout with but we had some nice times/date while the rest of the roommates were away out of the country. For ex, we went to a chinese restaurant and were seated next to this giant exotic fish tank that is really pretty. then i was horrified when toby told me the one fish had a hook stuck in its mouth. upon seeing my sad reaction she was unnaturally cute and told me he was just like us and liked facial piercings. i know, dont u want to vomit...
i love every nauseating minute of it. yesterday we were chatting about how i hate holidays. i hate the holiday season bc ive never had good holiday experiences. yeah i´m the grinch. we got into a chat about the neg nature of most holidays then decided we can invent any holiday we want. so june 21st is toby and my holiday. a random day to be excited for when life is blue. i thought id never like this cute crap but i was just jaded and lonely and was talking out of my ass. tobys been good for me in so many ways. at times i worry that shes been positive for me while ive just made her cynical. if nothing else, i would really like her to be able to look back on our relationship and think it was a worthy growing experience.
hmmm so the gf situation is awesome. i just got some of my midterms back and ironically i think spain will be my best semester. ive really liked the subjects and have learned quicky bc of my interest. yeah i´m fluent but still i thought theyd be horribly boring andinsignificant classes. this week has been a lovely surprise.