Nov 18, 2004 22:08
so yea, the past few days have been shitty. i feel like im doing fine ballet wise *knocks on wood* but i feel like my spirits are very low. i feel like im on the edge of a breakdown. i've been way too angry at life instead of just trying to enjoy it.
im really sorry. i never should have handled something like that the way i did, and i feel awful that you had to be the person to witness my temper. i feel really really horrible, and i hope that that impression of me didnt stick in your mind. i want you to trust me the way i trust you. you have no idea how much i want to take everything back that i said. please forgive me.
you know who you are.