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Our one-act took first at regionals! Edmond Santa Fe got second. We had three people on the all-star cast [Caitlin, Dan and Matt], and now we're going to state!! All we know right now is that High took first at their regional [and had three all-star cast members], and Edmond North got 2nd. I'm proud of us.
Today I'm going to OKC with my mom and her friends from Ohio that we've known forever and a day. They're the funniest people you will ever meet. ever. Then I have to read my AEGIS book award book on sparknotes and get together with the others and start/finish our AEGIS project which is due in two days. Meheheh. Annnnd I have an AP chem test tomorrow, which I am 100% sure I will fail, even though I understand the stuff [at least when my dad and I go over it.]
No more cinnamon almonds. Siigh.
There's nothing exciting or defining happening in my life right now, except one act stuff. Everything is average. I hate when life is like this, because eventually I'll get stuck in the rut of being mediocre, and it can only get worse from there, right? What I need...is to go shopping. And some alone time. I've constantly been around people since before fall break, and I just want to come home one night and hear silence, hah. Plus, I'm behind on all the CSIs, NCIS, and Crossing Jordan. HOW CAN THIS BE?!? hahahah.
Oh plus, college app deadlines are growing nearer, and I still haven't found a college that I'm dying to go to yet. That scares me. A lot. Right now my top choices [to be honest with you] are Ohio Wesleyan, Ohio U, Santa Fe, and Colorado State. When I have a kid, we'll start looking at colleges by at least sophomore year. I won't obsess about it, but I won't have them put it off. I'm regretting my procrastination from earlier years. And I still don't know what I want to do. My opinions change daily. Theatre? Music? Criminology? Psychology? Advertising? None of the above? And none of the schools I have looked at are super dooperly amazing at any of those things. Well, psych is a popular major at all of them, but I think that's the case everywhere. And I think my aspirations of becoming rich and famous are slowly disappearing, hahha. I'm trying to be realistic, here. It just scares me that I don't know what I want to do with my life, and that the schools I've picked out aren't a perfect fit for me. Plus, I keep forgetting about schools that I was interested before. Pratt keeps sending me stuff, what the hell is Pratt? Did I ask for information on them? And I look back on my list of places I wanted to attend, and I know NOTHING about them.
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Well. For today, I'm not going to worry about it, because now I'm going to the city. Farewell!