sad goodbyes...
okay, so i know i haven't updated in a long time, but tonite i feel like i have to. a lot of things have been going on that i'm not so happy about, but there are some other things that i SHOULD be happy about, but just am not...
i just walked back into the room after my LAST MIDNITE THEATRE EVER... and can we say i'm soooooooooo upset.... i'm not ready to leave here, and i'll tell you what proves it... i DO NOT cry in public, but what have i done for the last hour, in public, at the theatre... CRY because its time to say g'bye to seniors like me... kermie even came to say goodbye and sing a song to us... i'm not ready to leave new paltz, even with the amount of shit that they've put me through, I'm not ready to leave... and i'm sure as hell not ready to grow up... i can't do this, i just can't...
i can't write anymore, i have to try to go to sleep... i know its not going to work, unless i cry myself to sleep, but my roomie is back, and thats not happening... i've cried enough to other people tonite, i dont need her to see or hear me cry... g'nite all, i hope its not goodbye forever...
i just walked back into the room after my LAST MIDNITE THEATRE EVER... and can we say i'm soooooooooo upset.... i'm not ready to leave here, and i'll tell you what proves it... i DO NOT cry in public, but what have i done for the last hour, in public, at the theatre... CRY because its time to say g'bye to seniors like me... kermie even came to say goodbye and sing a song to us... i'm not ready to leave new paltz, even with the amount of shit that they've put me through, I'm not ready to leave... and i'm sure as hell not ready to grow up... i can't do this, i just can't...
i can't write anymore, i have to try to go to sleep... i know its not going to work, unless i cry myself to sleep, but my roomie is back, and thats not happening... i've cried enough to other people tonite, i dont need her to see or hear me cry... g'nite all, i hope its not goodbye forever...