i love my life... i just wish i had more time for it.
i say that then goof off and waste time that could be well spent doing something else. but i've realized i do the other things because its stuff i enjoy... school stuff... application stuff... other ... stuff... just doesn't interest me much anymore. it stresses me out sure! it might be the senioritis talking... but whatever the case i'm trying not to get too worked up because it will probably just make me cry.
in other news. (if news worthy)... my housemates are A-mazing. i gotta say... deciding to live with these two girls was one of the best decisions i could have made for myself this year. i'm loving it. i'm applying to grad schools, least i'm supposed to be but i'm procrastinating on those too. sometimes i wish my parents were around to get on my ass about these things. i'm also trying to figure out what i'm doing during and post january. i'll be doing a csoc for sure in january but after then... what? will i stay or will i go home?... it's a heavy question for me for some reason and i really have no idea what i want. blah.
in other news. (if news worthy)... my housemates are A-mazing. i gotta say... deciding to live with these two girls was one of the best decisions i could have made for myself this year. i'm loving it. i'm applying to grad schools, least i'm supposed to be but i'm procrastinating on those too. sometimes i wish my parents were around to get on my ass about these things. i'm also trying to figure out what i'm doing during and post january. i'll be doing a csoc for sure in january but after then... what? will i stay or will i go home?... it's a heavy question for me for some reason and i really have no idea what i want. blah.