Sep 08, 2005 11:34
so much turned around sunday night. not that sunday wasn't good... just that night, after being woken up for a suprise visit... things have been so wonderful. mostly on the inside. i can't help but be really happy and in a good mood and get a bit overly excited about practically everything. it feels so amazing! i feel normal... haha as weird as that may sound.
there's been a lot going on too - ivcf is great, i am getting more involved this year and im stoked about it! large group was amazing this week, unfortunately i'll be missing the first small group, but i'll be at the next one. tyler left but is due back tonight and we are going to a worship service! the rock n roll worship circus is playing and well... we're obviously going - its going to be great!
underlying all this fantabulousness there is a small twinge of uncertainty that is bugging me. i know it's not up to me, and i have to just let it go and give up my worry to God. .... honestly it's a struggle tho - it's like a tug o war with God! how silly.
in other news - nicole is planning on coming to visit next wednesday. i expect a great time catching up! i've been really missing her.
p.s. im going to HAVE to learn how to be confident driving standard. ....help! :)
peace, love and 'hairy bean people'